October 15, 2001
Within my self I have found
some sense of "okay-ness".

But this "I'm okay" is shrouded in a persistent sadness.

I saw the little kids in Afghanistan on T.V. today.
They looked quite proud
as they shared their little bomb shelter
with news reporters.

I visited the website of
The Revolutionary Association of the Women of Afghanistan
at rawa.org

When I finished reading the poetry on that site
and viewed the pics
I dried my tears and said sure, I'm okay.

My niece gave birth to a new baby the other day.
Overjoyed with her healthy new child
she asked her grandmother
"What kind of a world have I brought my child into?"

Her grandmother, my sister,
was lost for words.

"Suffer the little children to come unto me."

How long must the children suffer,
I ask myself.

I pray for peace on earth.
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October 17/01

Thanks to my friend, Ilsa,
for sharing these words
of Rudolph Steiner

We must eradicate from the soul
  all fear and terror of what comes out of the future.

We must acquire serenity
  in all feelings and sensations about the future.

We must look forward with absolute equanimity
  to everything that may come ..... and

We must think only that whatever comes is
  given to us by world direction full of wisdom.

It is part of what we must learn in this age,
  namely to live out of pure trust,
   without any security in existence,
    trusting in the ever present help
     of the spiritual world.

Truly, nothing else will do
  if our courage is not to fail.

Let us discipline our will, and let us seek
  the awakening from within ourselves
   every morning
                                and every evening.

                                           .........Rudolph Steiner.
October 30, 2001

Thank you, Paul,  for sharing this with me.  :-)

PEACE

There once was a king who offered a prize to the artist who would paint the best picture of peace.  Many artists tried.  The king looked at all the pictures. But there were only two he really liked, and he had to choose between them.

One picture was of a calm lake.  The lake was a perfect mirror for peaceful towering mountains all around it.  Overhead was a blue sky with fluffy white clouds.  All who saw this picture thought that it was a perfect picture of peace.

The other picture had mountains too.  But these were rugged and bare.  Above was an angry sky from which rain fell and in which lightning played.  Down the side of this mountain tumbled a foaming waterfall.  This did not look peaceful at all.

But when the king looked closely, he saw behind the waterfall a tiny bush growing in a crack in the rock.  In the bush a mother bird had built her nest.  There, in the midst of the rush of angry water, sat the mother bird on her nest in perfect peace.

Which picture do you think won the prize?  The king chose the second picture.   Do you know why?

"Because," explained the king, "peace does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hard work.  Peace means to be in the midst of all those things and still be calm in your heart.  That is the real meaning of peace."

.........Author Unknown


November 11, 2001

     REMEMBRANCE DAY

In honour of the courageous men and women in the Canadian Armed Forces who have recently set sail from Halifax Harbour to join the fight against international terrorism.

And in memory of those who have gone before them.

Lest we forget.











A Ring from the Ypres Church Bell

Let me place this ring upon your finger,
'Tis but a piece of metal from the Ypres church bell,
Just a little token, to my love, pray linger,
I got it "over there", where tens of thousands fell.

'Twas fifteen eighty three, when this bell was blest,
Ten thousand times it called the flock to prayer,
'Twas nineteen fifteen, when shattered by a blast,
Of the German guns, then pounding over there.

A maple leaf I carried, on shoulder, neck and cap,
The maple leaf was blood-red in those years,
There men fought side by side, nobly filled the gap,
They held the line, with courage high and fears.

I picked a piece, from the ruined debris pile,
A charm hangs to it, 'tis worth more than gold,
Tho' scattered o'er the world, 'tis calling all the while,
All erring stray vagrants, - back to the fold.

..............Louis Leo Coulis
Painting by Katie White, Nova Scotia, Canada.
      .......first place in Royal Canadian Legion
                        Remembrance Day competition.
"STAND PROUD CANADA"
A salute to the Canadian Armed Forces.
We pray for your safe return.
We pray for peace on earth.